palogo

pupunta kaming Sagada at ang alis ay mamayang 9pm. hindi ko nga alam kung matutuwa ako ngyaon kasi una, field trip yun at maraming activities. kaso. mas stressed ako kaysa excited. at naiirita ako na ang dami kong dalang damit. DAMMIT. sana mawala ang inis at asar ko habang bumabyahe dahil i'm in my nerdy mode right now hahaha hayok ako ngayon sa kaalaman ngayon! wooo! tatlong articles ang babasahin ko: dalawa para sa Kas1 at isa para sa archaeo. henaku. wish ko rin makakuha ng magagandang pictures. hahaha please pray for me guys :D i'm gonna miss you all :D

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Embers And Envelopes (New Version) - Mae</div>
HOLY COOOOOOWWW!!! it's da best!!!! XD

i love it. :DDDDDDDDD

hello young ones. haaaaay. i know, i know it's too late to greet you but YOU CAN'T STOP ME. hahahaha


i miss and love you all my happy happy friends and i really hope i will do better as a friend this year (kasi alam kong konti lang ang time ko lagi sa inyo dahil sa effing schoolworks)


and while i'm enjoying this (no, seriously i am haha), i just want to say that i was planning to send some very significant people of my 2008 before the clock strikes 12am but yeah unfortunately my computer crashed. AGAIN. FOR THE EFFING Nth TIME. and yay. my files are not erased. yipee.yeah, i think i'll do that personal multiply, facebook, or text message to those who have made my 2008 VERY COOL. AND SPECIAL. LIKE SIOPAO! hihihihi i love you guys :)

siguro ang ganda ganda ng bahay. hahahahaha not that i WANT to have christmas BADLY but sometimes i can't help but imagine kung meron talaga kaming christmas, siguro ang daming decors sa bahay tapos tataba ako overnight dahil sa pagkain tapos marami akong pera at gifts tapos magkakantahan kami ng cool christmas songs. hahahahaha uhm........ o_o ayun lang.



1. i have lots of season break work. FUCKING STUPID TEACHERS-----giving students something to do while on vacation! di ba nila alam sobra akong naaasar sa mga pahirap na tao. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha humanda sila pagbalik ko. maganda mga ginagawa kong reports, papers, etc. prepare my instructors.

2. uh, i am so excited. i really don't know why. maybe it's because of Japan. uhm........... not really. actually parang ngang ayaw ko nang i-pursue yun pero i sometimes wake up REALLY REALLY REALLY WANTING TO GO OUT OF THE COUNTRY. ang labo ko talaga tae. thanks to non-nakakasawang music i am able to fight negative things. hahahahaha i love you music!!!!

3. gusto kong payagan kami na makapunta sa Terno night mamaya sa Saguijo kasi sabi ni Ean sagot na nya yung 50php ko sa entrance. hahahahaha at syempre dahil namimiss ko na mapanood ng live ang SHIRLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY. tapos sana payagan din kami para makabili akong album nila hehehehehehehe

4. required pala kami manood ng dalawang entry sa MMFF. i'm thinking of Baler. ang ganda e. nung trailer, ni anne curtis, nung kanyon, nung baril. hahahahahhaha no green meanings! pero seryoso ang ganda nung trailer kasi napanood ko nung nanood kami ng twilight epal. ayun. kaso di ko alam kung ano pa yung isa kong panonoorin eh. SINO GUSTONG SUMAMA SA AKIN MANOOD SA MONDAY? PLEASE LANG SAMAHAN NYO KO!!! ayokong maulit ang Enchanted. hahahahahaha

5. nung isang beses, nagsawa ako sa Motion City Soundtrack. grabe. ewan ko kung bakit. tapos nung isang araw lang sobra naman akong nainlove sa kanila as in lalo pang nainlove kaysa noon! kasi dahil sa lyrics nila tsaka sa nakakainlove nyang boses. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

6. kamay, puno, ladder, balloons, bahay, ano pa kaya?

7. ayun. sana masaya yung new year's eve. ayokong malungkot eh! :D

8. AY! nakalimutan ko. field trip namin next year:
        last week ng January: Banaue hihihihihihih pagibig
        feb 14-16: SAGADA omgomgomgomgomgomg


yun lang. :D

Somewhere (Final) - Mae

yeah. this is a taste of their newest song Somewhere! i already saw niña sandejas' LJ and she posted this too! hahaha keri. well i'm not surprised! Mae's really good! and now, listen and be amazed! watch out for their new version of Embers and Envelopes! grabe ang ganda lang!

hello guys. being busy has been a part of my life since i entered UP. and yay for more busy-ness!

1. i will be applying for a 1 year scholarship in Japan next year. i am hoping and actually expecting to pass the application process because of my Hapon units and from my instructor's tips on how to pass a stupid interiew by the OVCAA hahahaha. so, hopefully, i will be leaving for Japan next year. then for a year i will be studying there, i guess, Music, music-related courses, or art related courses. and guess what. BIG BIG BIG BIG ALLOWANCES AND EVEN THE TRANSPO IS FREE!!!!!!!! yay yay yay for this! *excite to death*

2. i'v been learning a lot about the real identity of the Philippines, Philippine ideologies, Philippine culture (yes, singular. not cultures.), the history of the Philippines, and of course, the Philippine Literature Styles. big big big big love on the Philippines.

3. THE CONTRADICTIONS ON MY FIRST TWO POST, HAVE YOU SEEN? for a normal person who doesn't have a clue about me, he'd think i contradict myself. but for someone who knows me, he'd think hell yeah. hahaha kidding! but i won't justify myself on this. i'm a personality of contradictions AND I CAN FUCKING LIVE WITH IT.

4. somehow i think Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo must stay longer on her position. look at our country right now. it's not that shocked and affected on the international economic recession. if she leaves us early, what would the next president do? he/she would just start from scratch again and then make the country's economy worse. but if the new president would be an economist, too, i hope he/she would have better resolutions for our country. haha let's all hope for the best.

5. really can't wait for Japan. hahaha XD

6. i miss my other friends. guys i wanna have time again with you all! *misses them*

7. and lastly, ESCORTS ARE NEVER BOYFRIENDS. i hope being busy, going to and getting excited about Japan, and studying lots and lots of things would make me forget you. YAY BECAUSE I WANNA BE AN OPTIMIST. and you just go with your boyfriend.

hahaha i love these cuties :D
source. :D

there are just people i want to avoid for the rest my life. and being invisible to them, just them, helps. i guess.

dahil gusto ko lang ipakita ang schedule ko. hahahaha maligayang pagha-Hapon10 sa akin!!!! :D 

because songs could really speak enough for you.

Where I Stood
Missy Higgins

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

halllooooo!!! yeeehaw! ang saya ko grabe (it can be sarcastic and/or not). so far di pa naman ako dinugo sa mga bagay bagay na nangyari pero ito ang mga pinakasignificant:

1. i wasn't able to watch Maskara. MAJOR LOSER. and to think my lola will stay hanggang NOVEMBER. okay lang. she misses Bacolod that much. she deserves it. mimimimi! :D

2. i have finally finished editing my poems! OMG i don't know if they're much better now. but like i promised, i am going to post them asap. but for contacts only. hahahaha I LOVE POETRY FOREVER (uhm, may poetry reading sa mag:net katips sa oct 20, 7pm. I WANNA GO THERE)

3. nung Saturday, PC Express called me up saying that i can retrieve my 250gb HD na. SHITOMGWTF so i said,  "sa Sunday po siguro namin kukunin.". so ayun, kanina I went there alone ONLY TO FIND OUT THEY WERE WRONG TO CALL ME BECAUSE THEY PUT MY NAME IN A DIFFERENT CONTROL NUMBER. yesss guys. FALSAS ESPERANZAS

4. dearest sunrays, i thought i won't be writing something for you anymore. but since the fourth song was all about you, i am doing this because you weren't able to read the supposed last note i wrote for you. hello. i'm so glad i met you and made my days warm when there was nothing like a blanket to cover me up. you were also there when i thought some days are just born boring and they were really corny. but then, as what my friend has told me poetically, sunrises has their own sunsets and hellos has their own goodbyes. but you, you were more than that. i already felt my waves had reached you but then you still wave back and pin down on me your heat. a stranger tells me you are as straight as a line drawn using an architect's ruler but to me you are but only as a broken line in a zigzag road down in Bagiuo. so there, i want to extend to you my warmest thank yous for patting my head and looking into my bag's front pocket. may you be happy.

5. under construction: 5th song. :D